reflection

remember the project I told you about? I was chosen to attend 3 photography workshops and exhibit at a art+music festival. Well I have to say the festival was great, there was a bluegrass band. And I really really like bluegrass hehe. It was great and there where some great artworks. The theme was to show something you're angry about or like to see different. There where art works about homo-phobia, violence in video games, fast food, bullying, girls wearing to much makeup, and one about the fact people say really nasty things about Justin Bieber, he is just a kid making music, not liking him is okay but saying he must burn in hell goes a little to far don't you think?
my artwork is about apathy, sometimes I waste my day lying in bed or sitting behind a computer all day. And when the day is over I'm always a little angry/disappointed in myself. When you go out doing something life is so much more fun! that's what mirror-me is trying to tell sleepy-me.
the festival was organized by the ark of art

tim

yesterday he came back, from Italy. He had been there for 5 days. I had missed him a little. And when I was lying in his arms last night I realized how much he means to me, how much I love him. It wasn't the first time I realized this but last night the feeling was so strong. he is my personal guitar player, photography buddy, lover and friend that gives me free hugs and kisses. I love the way he lifts me up and teases me acting like he is going to drop me in a ditch, and that he keeps giving me little knickknacks with harts on it, and all the sweet things he does, and late evening walks we have, and that we can talk about everything, he makes me smile even without telling jokes. and in a month we will celebrate our 2 year anniversary.
what I'm trying to say: Tim, you are the best that ever happened to me, I love you!

Monthly tunes April

these are some songs I'm crazy about lately. especially the first one and the second one and the third, I love them all. great music! I love my music.... :)
please let me know what you think of the songs
                                                 

future

 what the future will be like we can't know, but we can make plans to built ourselves a great future. in my case I want and will go to university after my highschool. And today I did a little orientation.

Today I went to the open day of the Technical University of Delft. I went to the Industrial Design Engineering faculty. And I loved it. When you study industrial design you learn to design product from wind proof umbrellas to sustainable cars or a new pretty coffeemaker or maybe special running shoes. It includes a lot of physics but also design classes. And that is the combination I search for in a study. I think it's exiting to think of my future plans. I might move out my parents house too. 
Right now I'm in the pre exam year of my secondary school. So I have an other complete year to think of my study, future job and what I want. I'm really happy that I found a study I'm exited about. Because I am going to spend at least 5 years and my job is probably going to be in the same category it is important to find something that you like.

well I haven't been posting a lot this month. But I am not so inspired lately. since the spring is gone again it even snowed a little bit. But next week I'm going to participate at an art project. I am really exited and I will show more later.